I have friends and family that will always be there for me but why is it that still feel so alone? Like something’s missing but I can’t figure out what it is. No matter who’s around around me whether it’s friends or family for some reason I still feel alone. I feel as if though no one actually really likes or cares about me. And no matter how much I try to ignore that thought and tell myself it isn’t true its just how I feel. Whether I should or shouldn’t feel that way I can’t help it it just happens. Sad part is I feel like this just about everyday but I still manage to keep a smile on my face and pretend to be happy at all times though I’m really not half the time. I continue to tell myself things will change and get better but so far nothing has and even if it has it doesn’t feel like it.